this sucks

well i had the worst feeling you can have in poker today, it wasnt a bad beat or bad laydown it was this feeling. at first i went down then i went up alot then all the way back down, it is the worst feeling ever to make a nice win and then loose all of your winnings back to the table and have to walk away with a loosing session, i was playing 6/12 and i had already lost a quick $80 at 3/6 but i made my way back to even then even was up $80 then i went completely dead for 2.5 hours, i missed good hands to play when i did play i wouldnt hit it really pisses me off when i see people winning with 106 and i just have nothing to play, i ended up down $180 it was a $260 turnaround, i peaking at up $80 then didnt win a hand until i left down $180, im soo fucking mad and cant even start explain it, it seems like whenever i get some momentum going in poker i just get fucking in the ass and get put back right where i started or worse. maybe one day ill have the luck of a normal person but we will have to wait and see