that sucked

well today went very very bad, lost $150 on the empire account and $120 on the party account. I was up $100 on party then I missed everydraw for the rest of the day, I have to be around 0 for my last 15 straight and flush draws. Its such a huge drain on my bankroll when I have to keep chasing and I never get there. I hate when poker is like this. I played 2 tournaments. The first one I went out a few away from the money with JJ in under the gun and I was called by both KK and AA in the same damn hand. The second tourney I had QQ in the small blind and the big blind had AA, that was fun. Ive been getting kicked around lately but there is nothing I can do about it. I feel like Im playing pretty well but the cards are being little shits and dont want to hit. I had 4 hands today where I had 2 overs, a flush and a straight draw and I didnt hit in any of the hands, 21 outs twice four different times. Tons of fun. The prejackpot bankroll is really starting to suffer and I might have to move back down to 1/2. Just makes me mad cuz I know Im better that the people at my table but I cant do anything when my AA losses to J7. I hate variance.