Starting to get fed up, warning lots of bitching ahead

well im really starting to get tired of losing +$100 in 50 hands. It has happened to me at least 8 times in the past week. I have recovered from most of them but it is so fucking frustrating when it happens. Ill be just crushing along and ill of a sudden I get 8 bad beats in a row. Insane beats two like 2 outers and runner runner. I dont fucking understand why it keeps happening. What also pisses me off is that i never get a rush in the opposite direction. I always have to grind out a win of over $50 but ill lose $100 in no time flat. I won 1 out of my last 120 hands. That should never fucking happen but it always seems to happen to me. I never win 20 out of 100 hands but i win 2 or 3 out of 100 all the damn time.

Im sure most of you dont want to hear all this bitching but i need to get it out of me somehow. It makes me so mad when i am completely helpless when im playing. No matter how well i play im going to lose either by not getting cards or some fucking moron calls with his 2 outer and of course gets there.

This is not just over a few hands also. This is over thousands of fucking hands. Today I played 1600 hands and lost $200. 1600 that a shit load of hands. It should be enough to get somewhere close to long run but no. I was up $20 up to 1400 hands and then everything went to hell. What the fuck is going on here?

I know how to play and i should be crushing these shitty 2/4 games. Im not a pro but i know as shit load more then all these fucking retards. Yet they still keep winning. I want to know who is winning in these games, if i cant do i want to know who fucking can? what the hell are they doing different cuz i cant figure it out.

Oh well, im sure in a few days Ill be over this but right now im so fucking mad.